I want to be free. To be who I really am, without this fear.
The fear of people's bad judgement about me. Maybe most of the people think that I'm tough, but for real i'm not. I just feel insecure then i try to make myself feel safe and the others feel safe too.
Someday, I wish someone hold me in the right way and tell me that it is okay to be whatever i wanna be, because whatever they'll say, he'll stay by my side. That together we are gonna through all the obstacles and everything will be alright.
After that, I can stop pretend to be that tough so people will see my good side first. They'll see that I always will help the others out and put their major priorities above mine, that I'll do it all sincerely.
Then, I'll know i will never be alone anymore.